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Nabeela, 10/06. 12 years of age. I gain knowledge at Qifa Primary School. Currently a 6DeeRean. I wna getta Polaroid or a new fone soon. I've liked th colour purple since young. Doodling, one of my most favourite hobbies.
And imma die hard Liverpool fan :P. Status : Married to Eunice Tan Hui Ling but having an affair with Lee Fen Hui.
I luv my mummy, daddy, brother, sister, grandpoppa, grandmomma. Leprechaun wnabe here <3Tagboard
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
When the going gets tough  Not scary for me but yet freaky. Idiot's call woke me up at 1100hours. Fvck, I was extremely tired but I couldn't go back to sleep. Well, usual-ed. Breakfast was cereal, again. Switched the computer on and played Driver's Ed @ MFZ. Well, watched the movie Paranormal Activity online. It's not really scary for me since I've got used to the word "horror". Even though the movie's rated NC16, I think it should be rated PG13, maybe. But I did find the movie freaky especially at the part where the shadow was formed, that was really unexplainable. I doubt I'll be having nightmares today. Maybe nightmares on donuts eating me or drowning in a pool of pepsi but not this. My brother's coming back today but considering the fact that he'll be partying, drinking and smoking, I think he'll be back home tomorrow morning. I actually thought I would miss him, but come to think of it, I know I'll get so totally bullied. That's what siblings are for I guess? To bully one another. I hope he buys me chocolate when he returns home. * winkwink * On the other hand, tomorrow's gonna be the day our PSLE results get released. Damn, am I nervous. I'm feeling down because of this. * Rolls eyes *. Pray hard ! I needa get to a good school next year, that's at least what I hope. Well, I'm watching WipeOut season 2 online now. Haiz. Everybody JiaYou aye ! Luck for tomorrow ! Yknow you did your best, so yeah, cheers ! HAHA. I wanna stick to my show now, bye, nitxzx. Current Song : Hole In My Head By Rihanna Feat. Justin Timberlake. Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Whose Line Is It Anyway  Wtf? Aku muke mcm rabbit, srsly. Laughs. I woke up kinda early today, at about 0900hours. Did the usual, forever & always the same cycle. Breakfast was cereal. I loved lunch today, ate tortillas. I think I'm gonna grow fat soon? Oh well. Computer gave me a hack lotta' trouble so used sister's laptop without her permission, I know her password. HAHA. Farah asked Fenhui and I to lepak with her. Since was free, lepak lo. I kept the house in good condition when I left. Met up with Fenhui and Farah. We didn't wanna get stuck anywhere so just kept walking. Saw Annathalia, Suhanah and Efa. Walked aimlessly till we got to 714. Played at the playground there awhile. Then we walked to West Coast Park. We kept laughing especially Fenhui. Sat at MacDonalds' and talked awhile. After that, Fenhui and I bought ice-cream. I treated Farah an Oreo Mcflurry, bought the same thing for me. Fenhui bought Sundae even though she said she wanted to buy coke. Talked and crapped. We couldn't stop laughing like seriously. I started scaring Fenhui by saying "HUAT ARH!". Lynn came to MacDonalds' too with her mother, brother and two others. After talking a whole lotta crap, we went to play at the "park". Joked around then we left for home. Reached home at 1745hours. Bathed for the second time and then used computer. Sonia ( cousin ) gave my phone a tra-lelalala. Met up with her at Boon Lay. Mrt-ed to RedHill. Sonia and I lepak-ed with Idiot, Hazman, Piresofea, Nadiah, Amin and Zulaiha. Q-ed with them. Surprisingly, my dad find out about this Q thingy. And in fact, he didn't care. Like oh my gosh right? But I know that my mum's gonna kill me once she finds out. And My dad knows about my helix piercing too, he seriously doesn't care. Kewl ttm siuats. My brother's coming home tomorrow. Another reason for me to be nervous on Thursday. Why must he be back tmrw ?! Grr. Well, I wanna watch " Whose Line Is It Anyway? " now . Bye , nitxzx. PS/ I'm so gna die on thursday x.x PPS/ Everybody jia you ! Current Song : My Dream By Eddy Wata. Labels: HUAT ARH Monday, November 23, 2009
Believe. Oh well. I woke up at 1145hours plus due to curious texts sent to me by Asshole. I really wanted to have an effing long nap but I had to get ready and stuff to meet Eunice, like promised. Bathed, freshhhhh. Ate my I-sooooo-wanted-the-toy-inside-that's-why-I-bought-this cereal. Switched the computer on awhile. Miniclip-ed and replied tags. Nearly 1320hours, left house and walked to the "Yellow Thingy", that's what it's called according to Eunice. Saw Amin and he friends started saying dier awk girlf, girlf ade siaa. And I was like tk je, don't any-oh-how say lah. Talked to Amin while waiting for Eunice. Saw Russel at the street soccer court but he went home before Eunice came. Eunice came then gossip, gossip and gossip. HAHA. Laughed hell lots with her, it's seriously fun hanging out with her. Saw Nanthini, Glenda and Reshmita, they were going for tuition. Went to S n L with Eunice then went to buy f-o-o-d. Saw David Seah and Ping Yun. I kept laughing at Ping Yun and Eunice. Walked back to Yellow Thingy there and waited for Eunice to do something. When she came back, our talks were like never-ending like always. We seriously couldn't stop laughing. Played at the fitness corner, spinnnnnn then went crazycrazy. Went to Plaza after that and saw Shahidah. I played stacker and i lost the game just 'cause of one bar, fvck. Right after playing games and stuff, walked to Janadez house there. Sat at the playground and talked to Eunice. Then we went to find Janadez at my block there. Talktalktalk and walkwalkwalk to another playground. Azhar, Danial, Annathalia, Suhanah, Efa and Fathin were there. Eunice finally knows who's Fathin. HAHA. (: Went home at 1830hours plus. OHOH ! must see this conversation. Me : awwww, so sweet hubby. Eunice: Haha. Husband :) ( Then Reshmita starts telling Eunice that she's short. ) Me : Ayeeeee Reshmita ! Don't bully my wife lehh! Eunice : Wife ? Why you keep changing my gender ? Then all of us start laughing crap-ified-ly. HAHA. Anyws, nitxzx. PS/ Ivy's blogshop is niceeeee. Current Song : Here He Comes By Nina Sky Feat. Pitbull. Copied this from Ivy's blog - 2009 passed really quickly in a blink of an eye, but upon flipping back, it was an eventful year. I ran quite a distance, fell and picked myself up again and again. Rumours here and dramas there, continued like they won't stop. No matter what, I just carried on running, because time isn't waiting for me, I've to catch up with everyone else. At those points of time, I really wanted to give up. It was intolerant, I hardly had any air to breathe. These bad memories happened to run pass my mind, so much wanting to forget the pain but I can hardly remove all that despite the forgiveness time and again. I know I have no say in marking all these a full stop, and all that I can pray and hope for is just a better tomorrow. Even though at times, life felt bad for a moment like I'm short of someone next to me, maybe tomorrow somebody will turn up and brighten the day again. Once again, meeting a new person became such a dread all thanks to the coming of leaving of so many people of different identities. I very much wanted them back, but perhaps they are better without me. I wished some people stay, but at the most important times, nobody was there. Losing a friend already become a usual thing, knowing a friend meant expecting the same ending. Some people gave me false hopes, others, empty promises. Who can I believe in? No one. Turn around, you'll see that you're actually alone, running this long mile to forever. Sunday, November 22, 2009
This is what dreams are made of .  Biscuit and Cream trynna get into shape , Oreo. Woohoo. I'm gonna eat pizza for three days in a row! Okay, I know I'll get sick of it sooner or later. Woke up nearly at lunch time today. Did the usual. Had yummy pancakes for breakfast, chocolate syrup brought me to heaven. Texted people like Asshole, Johnson, Pires and etc. Played @ miniclips on the computer after that. Bathed again and mummy brought me to SGH to visit my uncle. Mummy promised me bugis-ing after that but we went to IMM instead. Went to Giant to get monthly expenses. Mummy asked me to choose a cereal and I chose Cookie Crisps just 'cause it had a spongebob toy as a free gift in it. Retarded, I know. Shopped around awhile more and then we went home. Went down to pass something to Asshole ~ Came home, texted Johnson and then showered. Now currently Facebook-ing , miniclip-ing , youtube-ing , chatting and texting. Multi-tasking aye? HAHA. Anyways, better switch off the computer before mummy starts nagging. She's my hell on earth. HAHA. By the way, there's a special dedication to Prakash in this blog post, read it and you'll find out his favourite phrase. To Prakash coconut-dancing-specialist : Suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock,suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, suck cock, HAHA. PS/ Johnson, I'm not a slow-poRk. ( or mayb I am [?] ) PPS/ My favourite word now is H-A-H-A ! Current Song : I Like The Way By Eddy Watta. To Passer-by : The songs shuffling are Who Knew By Pink , Dance In The Dark By Lady Gaga , Adore U By Lil' Rain , Stupid In Love By Rihanna Feat Neyo , Superstar By Lupe, Two Is Better Than One By Boys Like Girls . Do leave your name next time (: ; not like I'll kill you if I find out who youre. Edit @ 0045hours. Yeah, I know It's kinda late. But haiz. I'm feeling kinda down now and I feel like I'm missing somebody but I'm not sure who. I'm listening to the song Adore U and guilty conscious is taking over my soul currently. :'(. Haiz. Everyday, Everynight, I wna see you baby staying by my side, now I knw why. :\. He keeps getting into my head. I'm not sure about this. :c. Well, gna sleep nw, if not..... nevermind. Ps/All good things come to an end, unfortunately. Labels: Swap lives for a day. Saturday, November 21, 2009
1 . 2 . 3 . Are . You . Missing . Me ?  ^^ I miss tht babe. Well, I woke up at 1000hours today. Brushed my teeth, bathe and etc. Yknow, those morning stuff. Mummy ordered MacDonald's for breakfast. I ate Big Breakfast and drank Ice Milo. Chit-chat session with mum and sister. Texted people. Used the computer and then Saranya came my house. Ate lunch which was Nasi Briyani. Went to her house to watch "One Missed Called". Saranya freaked out when she watched the movie. I didn't find the movie neither freaking nor scary. But I think the movie's messed up. Movie over - Went home. Bathe for the second time and used the computer once again. Currently texting Johnson and Zifan, playing Skateboard Jam @ miniclips and chatting with hazman <3. \winkwink/. Gonna switch off the computer soon. Nitxzx ! PS/ My computer keeps restarting! Fvck! Current Song : Buy You A Round by Verse Feat. Jim Jones, J.D., OJ Da Juiceman, Juvenile & The Game. Friday, November 20, 2009
Fever + Sorethroat = Fvck life.  Eunice, Sufiyan, Syafiq, Hendra, Shafik Sharim, Johnson and I. Whoa. Fvck. I'm having high fever now and a bad sore throat. Met up with Eunice at 0730hours. Reached school at 0750hours liddat. When entered 4E where all the stompers were, my forehead felt fvcking hot and I couldn't bear with this feeling so tears started rolling down my cheeks. Johnson, Asri, Sufiyan, Eunice and Sharlyn kept asking me if I was okay. So sweet of them. 0900hours already, performance started. We didn't really screw up the performance though. Sharlyn had to stay longer in the hall while Johnson, Eunice, Sufiyan, Azhar, Shafik Sharim, Hendra and I went to the canteen to eat. They gave us Nasi Lemak and Chrysanthemum tea. Johnson kept playing with the Chrysanthemum tea. He drank it and then spit it out. Sick or what? Shafik Sharim poured Ice Lemon Tea over Johnson. All of us started laughing hell lots even Johnson himself laughed. Johnson took a second serving of Nasi Lemak. All of us waited for him to eat finish. Sat at the Heptagon table located outside the library. Played, talked and checked our weight. Went up to the hall to pass Sharlyn her wallet. After that, all of us had a chat with Mr Khoo. Johnson took his number. Sakinah met up with us and she went to change. Stood outside class 4B where the malay dancers were awhile 'cause we were waiting for Shafik Sharim and Azhar. Mdm Putri gave us pizza. (: Fenhui's mum took a group photo of Sharlyn,Eunice, fenhui, Sze Gnin and I. Sze Gnin, Sufiyan, Eunice, Johnson, Shafik Sharim, Azhar, Sakinah and I bus-ed to Teban. Met up with Wei Bin in the bus. Reached Teban and walked to the swing there. Sze Gnin went home. We saw T and he tried causing problem with Johnson. Played swing and spider. Played at the playground and went to shop with Sakinah and eunice to buy drinks. Went back to the playground. Right After, Sufiyan and I went to Shafik Sharim's house to take basketball. When we went down, It started drizzling. So we couldn't play basketball. Sakinah and I tought Shafik Sharim and Sufiyan howtta do the sorry sorry dance steps. Sufiyan did it like a girl and it was effing funny. T took Johnson away from us 'cause he didn't like Johnson hanging out with us. What the fvck right? Azri came and we went to play basketball at the multi-storey car park. Johnson, Jing Kang and Andrew met up with us there . Then Azhar, Wei Bin and Sufiyan rode Jing Kang's bike in the rain. Lepak-ed at block 30. Azri, Sufiyan, Jing Kang and Azhar played PSP. I kept listening to the ding dong song in Azri's handphone. ( Oh, you touch my tra-lala ). Rode Jing Kang's bike, one side don't have break siuats. Johnson brought Sakinah, Wei Bin, Eunice, Azhar and I to the bus-stop. Bus-ed home and took pictures at the traffic light with Wei Bin, Azhar and Sakinah. Went to shop alone and bought the chocolate Tops, Chocolate flavored Hello Panda and Typhoon Oreo Donut. Reached home, bathe and made up with mummy to bring me to the clinic. Doctor said I needa rest and needa drink lots of warm water. Came home at about 2030hours plus, took Medicine and had a nap. Woke up at 2130hours and ate my dinner. Showered and then Johnson texted me. Slept at 2215hours plus. That's all I guess. PS/ I cannot lepak unless my fever and sore throat's gone. PPS/ I miss all of you badly :( Current Song : Get Stupid by Paperboyz. Thursday, November 19, 2009
Miss you *!* . HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE AND JOCELYN SI ! Today's the last day of school. Walked to school with Saranya as usual and this time I saw Fernanda (: Walked to the canteen and Jolyn gave me two Ferrero Rochers. Assembled,etc. Had an English debate thing that we had to watch in the hall. 6E owned 5E, especially Hajeong. Ms.Neo lead our way to our class to our classroom. Then we had to go to the hall again. Ibrahim gave me Toblerone. Ain gave me Lollipop. Sharlyn, Eunice and Ain gave me cards.Talked and drew. Went for recess and then our performance was on. Got ready at back stage. Mr.Gill laughed at us and the whole school watched us perform this time. Went down to canteen after performance. Mrs.Selvarajoo gave some others and I Mc.Chicken. Chewed and swallowed. Then we went for second performance for the Primary one's and two's. We rocked the stage, totally. Asked everybody to sign the P.E. tee-shirt I was wearing. After performance, Mr.Gill bought Pizza for all of us ! Kewl or what? Received a certificate from him, every stomper did except for those who were absent. All of us slacked in the canteen till 1500hours. Certain people cried. I couldn't cry so couldn't Sharlyn, Eunice and Fenhui. Everybody hugged goodbye. Atikah and Raushan came to school and I asked Atikah for her new number. Then Johnson, Kun Xing, Wei bin, Shafik Sharim, Azri, Azhar, Farah, Sakinah, Janadez and I went to Pandan. Played in the rain. And All of the signatures on my shirt smudged, only some some survived. Luckily I asked Azri to help take pictures of it before it smudged. I went on the slide even though it was freaking wet. Azri took video of it and he posted it on Facebook. Hugged Kun Xing , Shafik Sharim , Wei Bin , Azri and Farah goodbye. Bus-ed home with Sakinah. :D To Eunice, Sharlyn, Farah, Fenhui, Lynn and etc : Hey babes, I'm so gna miss you guys ttm. For cheering me up whn I'm down. For always being thr for me. I hope you guys pass PSLE w flying colours. Go to a good school and don't get influenced. Get good grades everytime and do study hard. Party harder tho :P . Last long w your steads. Muacks. To Asri, Syafiq, Azhar, Sufiyan and etc : Hey bounceback. I hope we'll be friends for eternity. I hope we wouldn't part. Thanks for being thr whn I was down. You guys make th best group of guys to hang out w. With your oh-so kewl jokes that try to make us laugh. I'm glad I've found friends like you. Keep in touch yeah ! Last long w your steads aye. Pass PSLE like boomz hor. To Johnson Neo Chuan Sheng : Hey bro. ^^ I spelled your name right! Finally. Well, Thanks for being th most awesome-st guy friend I ever had. All th times we had together w th other member of Oreo, ( Prakash ), will always be remembered. All th jokes we had and all th times we gt into trouble were actually v funny. Thanks for putting th smile on my face everyday w/o fail. All th secrets we told each other are all still kept as a secret. Thanks for being sucha great friend to me. Now I'm sick and thanks for being concern. Tmrw might be th last time I laugh with you and th others. I'm so gna miss you bro. * tears rolling down my cheeks already, no joke * hope you pass PSLE w flying colours. Thanks for always being there, Johnson. Don't forget me. :D Last long w your future steads. Always there for you. (: From: Nabeela Bte Syed Ibrahim . I can't believe it. I finally cried. Well, better switch off th comp'. Byes. Current Song : The Ding Dong Song. Wednesday, November 18, 2009
WOW ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALIM AND FARID ! School >> Clementi >> Sufiyan's house >> playground >> Home Bus-ed to the pasar malam held near CityVibe there woith Johnson, Sufiyan, Eunice, Syafiq, Asri, Asri's siblings and Asri's Mother. His mum is actually really kind and his family all look alike one lo. Even though Sufiyan wanted to eat Ramli Burger, We all went to eat at KFC. Asri's mum treated us all, kind or what? Janadez, Idris and Hazim kept calling my hand phone. I gave my mashed potato to Sufiyan 'cause I was pretty full. Walked to the bus stop which is located at the stadium there and bus-ed to Sufiyan's house. Janadez tagged along. His house is nice, the colours Grey and Red totally matched. We were supposed to watch 2012 but we ended up playing at the playground near his house. He brought his skateboard down and I played. Then we played catching and we started laughing till I fell. It was hillarious though. Went home at about 1630hours liddat. Saw sakinah and Walked home with her. Ps/ Having a wacky conversation w Azri, Suf, John and Shar. Funneh. Malas nk update a proper post. byes. Current Song : Te Amo By Rihanna. Tuesday, November 17, 2009
17112009 ! <3  Presenting, the assholes ( including myee ). Came to school before the bell went thringgg today. Ear was a bit painful. Went back to class and Eunice, Ain and I started gossiping about Farhan, Hakim and Idros. Hehe. Stompers had to assemble at the hall at 0830hours, had rehearsals. Then we got dressed and went for recess. 1030hours, lined up with the primary six students. Walked on the oh-so red carpet, graduation day mah. Our performance was the last item. We kinda screwed up but we ended up laughing at ourselves. We had free food after that, all the primary six students in fact. Didn't go to Mother Tongue Class straight away. Hanged around at the staircase there until 1245hours. Went to MT class, played "Guess That Movie!" . The teacher even tagged along with the game. Well, I ate a lollipop in class and she didn't mind. After school, Fenhui gave me her lollipop. Waited for Sufiyan, Hendra,Ain and Syafiq. Bus-ed to Pandan with them, Syafiq didn't follow us :c. While waiting for Azri, Johnson brought his Crown Lizard, I was freaking scared lah. Azri came and we bus-ed to Johnson's house, Sufiyan went home to take his skateboard. Walked so much that I almost fell. Laughed lots on our way there. Reached his house. I played with his hamsters, cute manxzx. ( washed hands ) Then we went to eat prata and drink, Johnson treat. I drank Redbull ! HAHA. Then Sufiyan came and he asked me to skate. ( HAH! I told you I could skate ! ) We skated and rode bikes under block awhile. Right After, we headed for the playground. Rode the bikes and skated near the playground which was under block. There was this stalker b!tch that kept following us, it was super irritating, like ttm siuats. Went back to Johnson's house and 1600hours plus. Azri and Sufiyan played some Tony Hawk game on Johnson's Playstation 2. While Ain, Sharlyn, Eunice, Johnson, Wei Bin, Hendra and I played at Johnson's room. Played blackjack and then we started playing random games. Videos were taken but they aren't with me. I wore Johnson's boxing glove thingy ( smeth liddat ). We played "monkey" with a not-so-tiny-but-tiny ball that was given to us when we went to Marina Barrage. We kept laughing hell lots and now I'm having a sore throat. Johnson's mother was super kind to us. Took photos outside his house then we cabbed back home at 1817hours plus liddat. Reached home at 1830hours liddat. Ain and I thought we would get into trouble for being home late but we didn't. Kewl aye. HAHA. Well, I love this day damn much even though I'm having a sore throat. Lol. PS/ I luv this day ttm ! PPS/ I keep tinking i skate goofy and nt regular, bt its actu, regular, confused :S PPPS/ Saw Rose today! Current Song : Hold On Tight By Jay-J Feat. Akon, Qwes & Tariq L ! Monday, November 16, 2009
Great . Whoa. School was mundane yet again. Sharlyn uh ! Ask me come school then you didn't come ! :c Well, we got our math test results back. I scored higher then Johnson, surprisingly. I got 75% overall which was kinda weird for a person who hadn't touch her book for long. We did a debate thing but the group I was in lost big time 'cause we were blur like always. Recessed with Lynn, Ain and Eunice. Had assembly, boring. At least I listened to the talk okay! (A lil bit tho). Mother Tongue was boring2, Rasiya had class party so we didn't have cards to play with, hai. After school, went to staff room to find Ms.Hah. Then something freaking funny happened in the staff room. Then met with Lynn. Eunice and Lynn followed me to S n L to get my helix piercing. It wasn't painful, really tolerable lo. I did my right ear. Kinda nice but I ain't sure how I'm gonna hide from my parents. Die liao x.x Right after, Lynn and I went to Teban, go lepak uh. Made new friends. Pondok at block 10 there. Q~ed. Then when Emyliaa and Lynn go somewhere, I with Timon. Then Timon say "Awk melayu?" then I say "Tk. Indian Muslim. Learning malay though." Then he o-ed back. Heard Johan and Wan talking, don't think I should type here though. All of them back already, Introduced myself to Emylia. Emyliaa started doing the kuda kepang thanngg. Left to the round table there. Waited for Lynn and Emyliaa to bring Lynn's kitties down. Cute siuats. Hammi and mimi ^^ Went home at 1720hours plus. Saw Nazurah (: Textextext me babeh! My fone topped up already lehs! PS/I like my piercing ;D PPS/Fvck. Tmrw got th stomp it performance! ^^ girls wear black jeans and p5 camp shirt -.-''' Current Song : I'm fresh by Tydis :D |
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